'Cause if you jump, I will jump too.

Hey, readers.
This must be a new, all time record!
I am actually blogging... two days in a row! Woooooooot! :)
But I guess I do get this week off, so I'm going to try to blog everyday now.
So. Whats new in my pathetic life?
Lets just say- I have some really amazing friends. And right now, I really don't know what I could do without them...
And something happened yesterday, say, around, 12:03 am. Yes, midnight.
I got a wonderful text message from Facebook.
And it made my YEAR.
Its funny how something so small can make you ecstatic. I lost about 3 hours of sleep because of it... but who cares! It was wonderful!
It doesn't really matter what happened... :)
Lets just say it has something to do with my previous Bloggers.
The feeling was... insane.
Don't worry- I wasn't doing drugs or alcohol or anything. I was high on emotion.
I'm still having trouble accepting this though. That this is actually happening in my life, for once.
I guess I got so used to no one being there... no one actually caring... its really hard for me to believe this.
As much as I tore down those walls, there's still bits and pieces there.
I guess all I have to do now, is wait it out. Hopefully the outcome will be a fairytale ending?
Maybe, maybe not.
Just to let you know- I'm as terrified as I am happy.
The fear of happiness.
"It feels so wrong, but it feels so right."
-Mr. Marshal Mathers. (Eminem, to all you noobs out there.)

Torching the Smoke,
Leahpeia.