This will be my last bloggers in a while, folks!
And it shall be very short and sweet.
I am headed off to (Confidential Location) tomorrow for Nationals for my most extremely epic and amazing sport of competitive swimming!
I won't be able to blog over there... no internet, and no computer!
I may die.
Well, wish me luck, fellow creepers whom I love!
Bye for now.
Torching the Smoke,
Leahpeia.
Monday, July 19, 2010
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Don't fear what can be controlled; fear what can control you.
Ola, chicas!
Long time no blog, as usual.
But really, what else is new?
I also have really no idea what to blog about.
Maybe how I happened to smuggle this laptop into my room at about 11 o'clock, trying to be all sneaky and everything, but -with absolutely no surprise here- I knocked down the GuitarHero electric guitar things, which crashed down with an astonishing decebel level.
Sigh.
Of course, this led me to curse under my breath, stumble, and cause a stack of DVD's to do the equivalent.
Wow, am I not just the most boring person on the face of this pathetic planet?
If you think I'm not- well, thank you.
What else to say?
Hmmmmm.
Actually, I have no idea. Summer is going great, I guess! I'm actually having a bit of a social life with my swim team, which is sweet. Last summer was awful... But I won't really go into that now, because, well, its sort of a repressed 2 months.
Yikes. You know those really weird "DepressionHurts" commercials airing on TV these days?
Jeez. Those ARE depressing, actually.
Just watching that makes me want to go to that website.
The other day, I opened up my Journal, and sort of scanned it, just to get that nostalgic feeling, ya know?
Well, I kinda wish I didn't.
Last summer was really rough for me... It mainly consisted of lazing around. Doing nothing.
I'm not even kidding!
Here's an excerpt, dated July 4th, '09.
"Oh, I can just see my wonderful day emerging!
1)Slept in really late- 10:45 ish. Half the day gone, missed online time with SAP* (Who was on vacation at the time, so we stayed in contact online)and now I probably won't fall asleep tonight 'till 2ish.
2)Ate some undercooked muffins for breakfast. Yum. They also stuck to the paper, so I only really got the top part of the muffing. So, I think I ate the paper tryin' to get the rest off.
3) Cleaned Brother's* disgusting mess up in the bathroom, from him shaving and somehow getting hair all over the place.
4)Showered for a very long time, hoping I would drown in it.
Then I just talk about how miserable my life is for the next 4 pages. Ohhhhh man.
Am I not sad?
Also, it mentions how I laid on the front lawn staring at the sky.
I did that a lot last summer...
I'm just glad I took control of my life, and started living again-not moping around like last year.
But still, I think it's important to remember the past, and consider the improvements (or if things got worse) to see how one's life happens to progress.
I'm glad I made the choices I made. But still, the thought of what would have happened if I didn't keeps nagging my conscience.
I wonder, when we die...do we discover how our lives would have turned out, if we made different decisions?
It's all crazy, mind boggling stuff, and I really don't enjoy pondering this subject.
I get all worked up about it.
Torching the Smoke,
Leahpeia.
Long time no blog, as usual.
But really, what else is new?
I also have really no idea what to blog about.
Maybe how I happened to smuggle this laptop into my room at about 11 o'clock, trying to be all sneaky and everything, but -with absolutely no surprise here- I knocked down the GuitarHero electric guitar things, which crashed down with an astonishing decebel level.
Sigh.
Of course, this led me to curse under my breath, stumble, and cause a stack of DVD's to do the equivalent.
Wow, am I not just the most boring person on the face of this pathetic planet?
If you think I'm not- well, thank you.
What else to say?
Hmmmmm.
Actually, I have no idea. Summer is going great, I guess! I'm actually having a bit of a social life with my swim team, which is sweet. Last summer was awful... But I won't really go into that now, because, well, its sort of a repressed 2 months.
Yikes. You know those really weird "DepressionHurts" commercials airing on TV these days?
Jeez. Those ARE depressing, actually.
Just watching that makes me want to go to that website.
The other day, I opened up my Journal, and sort of scanned it, just to get that nostalgic feeling, ya know?
Well, I kinda wish I didn't.
Last summer was really rough for me... It mainly consisted of lazing around. Doing nothing.
I'm not even kidding!
Here's an excerpt, dated July 4th, '09.
"Oh, I can just see my wonderful day emerging!
1)Slept in really late- 10:45 ish. Half the day gone, missed online time with SAP* (Who was on vacation at the time, so we stayed in contact online)and now I probably won't fall asleep tonight 'till 2ish.
2)Ate some undercooked muffins for breakfast. Yum. They also stuck to the paper, so I only really got the top part of the muffing. So, I think I ate the paper tryin' to get the rest off.
3) Cleaned Brother's* disgusting mess up in the bathroom, from him shaving and somehow getting hair all over the place.
4)Showered for a very long time, hoping I would drown in it.
Then I just talk about how miserable my life is for the next 4 pages. Ohhhhh man.
Am I not sad?
Also, it mentions how I laid on the front lawn staring at the sky.
I did that a lot last summer...
I'm just glad I took control of my life, and started living again-not moping around like last year.
But still, I think it's important to remember the past, and consider the improvements (or if things got worse) to see how one's life happens to progress.
I'm glad I made the choices I made. But still, the thought of what would have happened if I didn't keeps nagging my conscience.
I wonder, when we die...do we discover how our lives would have turned out, if we made different decisions?
It's all crazy, mind boggling stuff, and I really don't enjoy pondering this subject.
I get all worked up about it.
Torching the Smoke,
Leahpeia.
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