If I could grow wings, I'd teach myself to fly.

Ola, nino's!
Long time no bloggers, but what else is new?
Life has kinda been sucking, lately.
Or maybe thats just today, because, well, I just finished reading The Amber Spyglass, by Phillip Pullman.
It's the last book of His Dark Materials trilogy (I think that's what it happens to be called) but more common known as the Golden Compass trilogy.
It's sort of a bittersweet book-but the ending was astonishingly depressing...
He is a wonderful author though.
Sigh.
What else is new? Hmmm.
My super amazing neighbor/teammate/friend left to (unenclosed destination)to go to University on a swimming scholarship.
I'll never swim with her again, on the same team. I'll hardly ever see her anymore.
I guess that's a part of growing up-leaving things behind.
It kinda feels like there is a heavy brick in ones chest, and a blank feeling of mind.
Just as Marshall Mathers said: "I can't tell you how it really is-I can only tell you how it feels like."
I love him-because he's one of those few artists who rap how stuff is-not just what's popular, or what sells.
And I can also relate to all of his songs.
It amazing how captivating his music happens to be-emotionally and psychologically.
Summer is almost over, and my life is moving on...
I still have difficultly determining whether or not I should embrace change, or bat it away and avoid it like the plague.
Yet, I guess that the human race would never have evolved if they had cowered from it like a beaten dog to a human.
I think those series I re-read changed many things about how I view the world.

Torching the Smoke,
Leahpeia.